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[it's not just alcohol - it's scotch. on the rocks, and, by the smell, a decent malt in itself. Callaghan notes Tadashi's trepidation but doesn't comment on it, content to let him take it on his own pace.

he even manages another one of those small smiles.

there's not much humor in it.]

I was shaky for a while, but knowing that things have calmed down's done quite a lot. Knowing that they're not a total loss, as well...it's nice looking forwards to things, again.

[it seems to be a more general statement as opposed to specifically referring to all the recent chaos. but it's no less honest.]

Yeah? Like what?

[He forgets for a second what's in his glass, raises it to take a sip and swallows - then sort of regrets it having not prepared himself for that. A 'kick to it' was an understatement. It doesn't show on his face obviously, but the corners of his mouth are pinched at the most.]

Looking. Forward to what, I meant.

[oh, Tadashi. Robert hides his smirk behind taking a sip of his own, but he doesn't swallow it immediately, instead keeping it in his mouth to taste. it's not the best he's ever had, but he doesn't think Tadashi's gotten ripped off - that is, not unless he paid for something twice the quality.

he won't ask. nor will he answer, at first, just arching his brow and giving Tadashi a bland look.

the answer, to him, is obvious.]

[He catches it and frowns deeply at it. Now that's just rude. Just for that, he's determined to show him up; he bought the stuff, he should be able to drink it. So he takes another half-sip and sits on it before -- nope. Nope he has to swallow it.]

And this is what you drink by choice.

[Sound more incredulous about it, Tadashi, it's sure to make him feel guilty eventually.]

[well, he didn't mean to imply he was looking forwards to drinking and/or watching Tadashi drink, but...Callaghan chuckles good-naturedly, swallowing after another moment]

It's an acquired taste. Though my daughter said the same thing, when I let her try it the first time.

Yeah... I dunno if I'll acquire the taste.

[He finishes the last swallow and sets his glass down, just to be done with it and stares at the bottle like it's betrayed him. You were supposed to be good, how could you do this to him.]

Think I'd get along with Abigail if I ever met her.

[and now he's grinning. for more than one reason.]

You would. She's- don't even get me started, Tadashi, you'll regret it.

[Well, that's definitely a better topic. He's only ever heard passing mentions of her around the lab when Callaghan was in a strong enough state to mention her.]

Oh, you think? I always wondered about her, you never talked much about her before.

It was always hard to think of her without- well. [he tilts his head, smile turning just a bit sad, and yet- it's still tempered by something else. something a lot warmer.] Everything considered, though...she's not that different from you. Good-hearted, always wanting to help - maybe a bit like your brother in how cocky she could be, but...

Mm. I think being your only child, she'd have to be a little cocky.

[He scoots forward to the edge of his seat, smiling a bit more at that. He means it as a compliment at least. Anyone who'd be Robert Callaghan's daughter had to have some to them after all.]

I'm glad things work out all right in the end.

[pft. Callaghan takes another long sip, rolling his eyes a bit before answering.] She earned it all on her own. That mind of hers...

[and then he trails off. in the end...and they do, don't they? doesn't it all work out? but he can't- quite- agree with that, not staring at Tadashi across the table.

his smile falters, just some. and just as things get a bit awkward...]

In a manner of speaking, I suppose. But...they'll still work out.

[He watches him at that. Then carefully slides his glass down to him. That's just... Not a topic he can quite broach yet.]

So, she's as smart as me and Hiro? Or smarter you think?

[neither of them are nearly drunk enough to go in to that, he figures. so he'll promptly refill both their glasses, deciding that sticking to the brighter subject is...probably for the best.]

Well, Hiro's in a category all his own. She's a bit older than you, mind, but she could very well have attended SFIT if she'd wanted to. We felt it best to avoid any of that, though - she wanted to make it on her own merits, and not have anyone accuse her of riding my coattails.

[beat]

She barely missed cum laude, but I can't say I was disappointed.

[Now that gets a low whistle as he takes his glass back.]

So smarter than me, definitely.

[He could probably have gotten cum laude if he really tried. Or if he didn't... have other things to distract him. If he were a different person, he'd probably feel some resentment towards his brother, but really? There's only fondness. If she didn't go to SFIT though...]

Boston, then?

Boston- and not necessarily. She's an only child, too. [he tilts his head towards Tadashi meaningfully - you're not. not only that, Tadashi's responsible for quite a few more things than Abigail.] And she worked for those grades- I think she was afraid of disappointing me.

[as if she could have. well- no. if she went back to botfighting...]

Hey, I've got no problem admitting when someone's smarter than me.

[He had to get over that pretty quick when it was obvious his brother had a lot more going than he himself did. But he gets what Callaghan is implying at and instead chooses to try another sip - it goes down a little easier than the previous ones.]

Can you blame her though?

[Robert himself is content to nurse his scotch slowly, letting the warmth go through him. it's a pity he couldn't snap a photo of Tadashi's face upon first trying it, but his memory will have to do for it.]

She could have gone to community college and so long as she was trying, I'd have been proud. I'm certainly happy things went they way they did, but I'm going to tell you a secret, Tadashi- we 'adults' are just as afraid of disappointing you as you are us.

[and he's 99.9% sure that includes Cass.]

[He 'hm's to himself; if he were honest, he'd say he thinks the teenagers have a bit more to lose in disappointing adults - they have the kids' futures in the palm of their hands they could change at a whim. He's from too far down on the proverbial food chain to have any grand ideas of where he stands, having only been able to get into SFIT on grants and scholarships alone in the first place.

He takes another sip and lets it linger a bit longer.]

Maybe. Dunno why, you guys hold all the cards.

And there's a few of us who think that's all that's needed. The ones who actually understand where the world is going, on the other hand, know that you're the ones who follow in our footsteps - for better or worse.

That's why I became a teacher. To try and make sure that you all had an idea of what was ahead of you.

[some, he thinks he taught too well.]

Mm... Not all teachers have even that much in mind.

[He tilts his glass in his hand, watching how the liquid tilts with it against the ice. Huh. Physics.]

What was Abigail like? I mean, like.. As a person?

Not all teachers should be where they are.

[he takes a bit more of his scotch before answering that, thinking of how to word it]

She was...sharp. Incredibly sharp. Easy to laugh, but not the kind where it seems like she's laughing at you. She was just...

I've mentioned how she was botfighting when she was younger, haven't I? Those lovely teenage years when you think she's invincible, and she did get herself in trouble a few times, and not just with me...but a day later she was laughing at herself, and a day after that she actually meant that laughter.

[as opposed to trying to hide her distress and all that.]

[If this were anyone else, Tadashi would be able to shut his brain off. But as it is, he's still mentally taking notes of how the alcohol is affecting the ice in the glass and vice versa while Callaghan talks.

Abigail sounds like a one of a kind.

He's glad Hiro's able to save her in the future.]

She didn't hold on to the bad stuff for long then. 's pretty rare.

Oh, just because she could move on from it didn't mean she forgot it. She remembered. She just didn't let her keep it down for long, because she knew she was better than that. And if she forgot- well, I was happy to remind her.

[That gets a smile from him.]

I'm glad she's all right, then.

So am I. Just knowing that she's still out there, and has been all this time...

[and that smile of him...falters a bit again. it's still there, but there's something else again. he takes another long sip, and sighs]

It'll be interesting when I see her again.

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